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Watching paint dry
05:07
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I’m here if you need it
I’m gone if you want out
I’ll fall if you follow
I’m here if you want it all
Underneath that big tree
Holding you close
Want this to last
I know that it won’t
I’m watching grass grow
I’m watching paint dry
Feel the sun on my eye
Standing there out on the lawn
What do you see when you’re out there
Standing so still
Is it me?
Am I in your thoughts or have you forgotten
I hope that you have
Watching little birds flutter in the twilight
The air is still without your voice
Reminiscing again about another year
Side by side hearts aligned, holding your hand
Seeing the dust collect
I’m wondering if it’s all that’s left
Sun is leaving spots on all my walls
I’m watching my plants grow green and tall
I’m watching paint dry
I’m watching grass grow
I’m watching the sun go down outside
I’m watching the people driving by
I’m seeing the moments of my life
Going by like the sun in the sky
Another year another set of tears I’ve yet to cry
Head of the dawn out on the rocks
What do you see when you’re out there standing so still?
Is it me?
Am I in your thoughts or have you forgotten?
I hope that you have
All that time we spent together as lovers
When in the end it’s like you never even knew me
I sit under the tree with only memories as company
Will I always feel this broken or can I change?
Seeing that photograph of you has almost faded all to white
But I’m looking at it and it’s like the moon on a cloudless night
I’m opening my door
I’m seeing the light that streams in cold
I’m feeling my footsteps leave the floor
I’m seeing the people going by
I’m hearing the noises and the cries
I feel the sun sparkle on my eyes
My heart is fluttering and weak
Feeling the ground under my feet
I take off my mask but nothing’s underneath
Head of the dawn out on the rocks
What do you see when you’re out there standing so still?
Is it me?
Am I on your mind now or have you forgotten?
I know that you have
(Enough for you, it’s enough for you)
I’m here if you need it
I’m gone if you want out
I’ll fall if you follow
I’m here if you want it all
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Go outside
02:06
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Where did you learn that word?
Doesn’t sound like something that you’d say
(And I know you won’t) but
If you wanna go outside
If you wanna change your life
I’m not gonna stop you
There’s nothing you can’t do cause
We don’t have to live by their rules
(If you wanna go outside, if you wanna change your life)
Can you let those grudges go?
That was so stupid
And you’re spending all that time on her when you say you don’t care
And the words that you use but you’ll never speak
If you wanna go outside
If you wanna change your life
I’m not gonna stop you
There’s nothing you can’t do
Cause we don’t have to live by their rules
(Can you let those grudges go that was so stupid)
(Spending all that time on her it’s making me nervous)
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The wheel
04:41
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I see you there with your hand out
Is it stretching out? Out to me?
If I got hit by a car on my home from work would you care?
It feels a bit like I’m back where I started
Just how much time I’ve wasted
I guess it’s not something that keeps me up but
Sometimes I wonder if you’ll call
If you hear it in the morning then it’s probably that call for you
If you go out in the evening then it’s probably too late to choose
(Was there something else I should do?)
You say this and that
And you say it so loud
You say this and that
And I don’t care anymore
The only thing I have to say that’s between us is
Baby what’s your fantasy?
I just keep pushing you away
But I only hurt myself
I guess that’s what I want but is it best for me?
Crying and pleading and sobbing and
You move through life
In ways that I’ll never know at all, at all
This is all I think about
How much time I’ve wasted
(Not gonna follow you there)
I know I’m not the guy for you
But I still want it, want it all
If you hear it in the morning then it’s probably that call for you
If you go out in the evening then it’s probably too late to choose
It’s all going wrong
Maybe that ghost doctor
Cut the lines between our fates
Something inside you saying there was something else that we were supposed to do
Hey what’s the matter?
What if we never even met at all?
Would that be so bad after all?
Wanna know what that would mean
It seems like, uh
There was something we were here
To do but we lost our way
How much time we’ve wasted
Chasing around the wheel that spins that keeps together
Maybe there’s some way to repair
Just how much time I’ve wasted
Just how much time I’ve wasted yeah
I know we don’t really talk anymore but
Sometimes I still wonder if that’s forever
Honestly I don’t listen but
If you don’t hear anything don’t worry I’m here for you yeah
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4. |
Texting
03:47
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Listening to the words you say
Missing what they mean
If I make it rain on you tonight
Would that bring you peace?
If you look up at the rainbow arch
That’s the only sign we get
Maybe me, maybe you
I just missed your text, I guess
Show me some kind of sign
There’s something else I want to say to you
But you’ve gone away too fast now
It’s another kind of thing that I’m always saying
So you’ve heard it before
It’s another kind of thing like this: “I’m not gonna bother you anymore”
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No rainbows
04:27
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Floating away in a starless ocean reflection
If you say you want to leave this place I won’t ask you why
(Na na na na)
It slips through your fingers
You’re left empty handed
Out without your slicker
Slickly apprehended
Wait for me there underneath the highway
I will be holding my umbrella tight
Lucky you lucky you
You’re soaking wet let’s get you back inside
Slowly falling floating melting
Whisper to me “wake up I’m waiting” yeah
Fading away
In the falling snow I thought I saw you
The flurry covered the flakes gently falling upon your red lips
How long, how low?
How long? let go
Let go, let go
Don’t go
On the train I play a counting game but I’m not gonna follow you there
No rain, no rainbows
I’m soaking wet but home is still so far
Clear as water dry as sand
I’m choking on the smoke
The sun gets in my eyes
There are tears falling rolling down my cheek
Fromise me now that you won’t go looking for trouble
Promise a ghost
Breathless it hurts
We could stay inside and play some games I don’t know
Wait for her and never see her yeah I’m not sure
And I won’t turn back wondering if I’m out of step
It’s a funny feeling like you’re peeling all the layers off me
Sharp and fast it cuts me like broken glass
If you’re too sparkly I can’t go near you because it hurts me eyes
I’m waiting here underneath the highway
Yeah I’ve been holding my umbrella tight
Where are you? Where are you?
I guess you had a bad day and I was wrong
On the train I play a counting game
But it’s no the kind I can win yet
Not this time not this time
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What's left?
03:10
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You know I don’t like to go out late
You know I like to stay home
But lately I’ve noticed you’re not around
And how far apart we’ve grown
There’s something that you crave
A reassurance I can’t make
I need to know
I know that you want to leave me baby I know that it won’t be long
When you say let’s go out dancing I haven’t seen that part of you in so long
I knew this would be the last time that you held me in your arms
Yeah I need to know
Yeah I need to know
I know
When you take away your love what’s left?
Not a lot of places to go
When you take away your love what’s left?
And tell me again how love is cruel and there’s no winners in this game?
And just for once can you tell the truth and stop playing a reindeer game?
The lie detector test says I’m not different from the rest
I need to know
There’s only one way to know your mind
Feel your body move against mine
With the red lights flashing bass lines pumping
We both say we’re fine
But just this once be straight with me
And just this once come dance with me
I need to know
Yeah I need to know
I know
When you take away your love what’s left?
Not a lot of places to go
When you take away your love what’s left?
So dance with me for the rest of the night
Dance with me for the rest of your life yeah
I need to know
And you ask me
Do you love me?
And you say
Of course I do
Of course I do
Of course I do
Of course I do
I need to know
(Of course I do, of course I do)
Yeah I need to know
Sometimes I need to know
So look for me for the rest of the night
Look for me till the end of your life yeah
I need to know
Yeah I’ll never know
I guess I’ll never know
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7. |
Stay
02:13
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If this is love how come I feel so empty?
But if we’re just friends how come it hurts to leave?
I don’t care if it’s fake cause it’s all I’ve got
You ask if I want you to stay
You know I’ll keep coming back to you
Even though you just like the attention
And I keep thinking maybe maybe
Maybe this time I’ll stick up for myself
If this ain’t love then why does leaving feel so hard?
And in the morning when I’m driving home the city feels so small
I don’t care if it’s fake just don’t let me down
You ask if I want you to stay
Of course I do
Of course I do
Of course I do
I keep thinking maybe maybe
Maybe this time I’ll stick up for myself
I keep thinking maybe maybe
Maybe this time I’ll decide that I can be myself
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Here this all comes again it’s rushing back
To where it all starts to unravel dizzy it’s brighter in that moment
You’re already gone
I’m still living in that place behind the scenes
When I wake up I’m still so tired
I’m tired of leaving without saying goodbye
(It’s just a little thing)
(It means everything)
Is this the only place we can be together?
I’m not sure I’m supposed to want this at all
Gabby why you gotta be so mean
I am trying to explain what I mean
Lilah it isn’t like that at all
Why do you always seem so bored?
I guess you wanted some reward but
It’s not the same
It’s not like it used to be like it used to be
It’s no the same no
It’s not like it used to be like it used to be
It gets harder to see
What it’s supposed to be
I’m like paper that’s creased
Getting harder to please
I’ve been running around
The festival grounds because I want to get closer to you
But when you leave without saying goodbye
It’s a little thing but it kills me inside
Stripes on the highway
Can you see them from the hole in the roof of your car?
Meghan there’s too many bands to see
And this doesn’t feel like you and me anymore
Helen why you gotta be so tall?
You are all that I can see
Entangled in this mess but
It’s not the same
It’s not like it used to be
It’s not the same no
It’s not like it used to be no
You’re not the same
You’re not like you used to be
You’re not the same no
Not like you used to be (like you used to be)
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